Accept. Day 26.
accept (əkˈsɛpt)
— vb (sometimes foll by of )
1.
to take or receive (something offered)
2.
to give an affirmative reply to: to accept an invitation
3.
to take on the responsibilities, duties, etc, of: he accepted office
4.
to tolerate or accommodate oneself to
5.
to consider as true or believe in (a philosophy, theory, etc): I cannot accept your argument
6.
( may take a clause as object ) to be willing to grant or believe: you must accept that he lied
7.
to receive with approval or admit, as into a community, group, etc
8.
commerce to agree to pay (a bill, draft, shipping document, etc), esp by signing
9.
to receive as adequate, satisfactory, or valid
10.
to receive, take, or hold (something applied, inserted, etc)
11.
archaic to take or receive an offer, invitation, etc
Because its all happeming really fast, and yeah, its scarey, but i have too. More importanly: I want too.
Break The Rules. It’s a day.
Break the rules.
drive without shoes on.
be shameless.
care, even though its weird.
Wear hair bows.
accept that life isn’t organized.
Give up on your blog for a bit, come back to it. Just post pictures, or text, or whatever you want.
Listen to your music too loud.
Love yourself.
Embrace messy.
‘Cuz I know I am.
See. Day 16.
“Your looking Charmaine, but our not seeing.”
Burn. Day 15.

Burn. Day 15.
Re. I lost count.

I think I made it ten days? Eleven? Who knows. I’m not gunna go look, that would just make me hate myself a bit. I really wanted to write, every day, most wouldn’t judge me if they knew why I went missing completely, the past few days, lets just leave it at there has been some horrible family shit going on. That’s besides the point, I faltered, I failed, but I haven’t given up.
I genuinely considered faking blog entries from previous days, and blaming the resulting weirdness on wordpress’ shittyness, and then when the smallness of that made me shrink, I considered admitting defeat, and taking down this whole thing, in the name of grief. Know what though? I really didn’t want to do either of those things.
Even if I make mistakes, I choose to see myself as perfectly flawed. So here I am baring my authenticity, I feel vulnerable, scared, shaken, lost, sick, disgusted, worthless, and bleak. The thing is, it’ll all be okay. I am in control of my own life, and happiness, though I can not control circumstance, nor do I want too, because oh, what a wonderful ride it is.
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So, I stumbled, I didn’t write, but I want too, so now I’m going too.
Re. Day 14.
‘re
contraction of are: They’re leaving.
Usage note
See
Re
noun Egyptian Religion .
Ra.
Re
Symbol, Chemistry .
re-
a prefix, occurring originally in loanwords from Latin, used with the meaning “again” or “again and again” to indicate repetition, or with the meaning “back” or “backward” to indicate withdrawal or backward motion: regenerate; refurbish; retype; retrace; revert.
Also, red-.
Origin:
Middle English < Latin re-, red-
Re.
Also, re.
(Dictionaries have freaking everything!)
Renew. Rebirth. Restate.
Re.
I think its such a powerful little prefix.
Don’t you?
Ride.

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Day Ten: Mass Text
Mass text: Okay, don’t freak out any of you, I’m not going anywhere, and it’s got nothing to do with any of you as individuals. But if I honestly just wast here for you? Would you weirdos actually be okay? Just for a little while?